today...my beloved hamster...passed away peacefully.

she was ill yesterday nite...and i spend the whole day today and yesterday to accompanie her.

till today afternoon, i bring her to my mom and ask my mom to look at her....i dont know wads wrong with her, her eyes isnt open...she was so weak...when my mom trying to save her, she 'go' peacefully....i was shock tht time...realli wanna cry.

cuz...

she followed me for 1year + she is my best friend...i talk alot to her...she used to be active, playful, and so on...she will run all over the cage when i m back from sch...no...she is gone...i m dam sad...i wish tht i would have takecare her more when she was active for the past...but its too late ):

she will be in my memories forever...i love her very much....

*specially dedicated to my beloved hamster*

the answer is...



* a Flu * LOL~ get a mask for urself~

told ya all to think STRAIGHT ...hahas~

lame rite? xD

Bad luck today...its a bad day for me



1st bad thing ;
While walking home from school...I slip and fall down...my knees were scratch and bleeding too...not serious,jus some scratchs on my knees and hand...then i continue my walk home. When i got home, I told my mom tht i fell down while i m walking...she jus say something, then call me to do this and tht...i jus resist the pain and do it for her.
when i finish doing those things, i went to bathe...when the water and soap flow through my wound......dam pain. D: i wanna shout out the pain tht time.
i put some oil and had a plaster on my wound after bathing. feels much better...still pain too.





2nd bad thing;
I help my mom out at her shop, she was busy doing those 'worker tax' or something...she was filling up those goverment forms...i try not to disturb her, cuz the time is kinda running out as the bank close at 4..she havent done her things..the time jus now was 3.10. when she is ready and wanna go out...i jus asked her, 'mom, when r u coming back? late? or fast? cuz i hav tuition at 4 later, dont forget.' but the replied angrily...' can u predict the time for me to com back? wad if the bank have alot of ppl queuing up...etc...etc'
tht time, my tears roll down my cheeks...i wanna cry out, feel so uncomfortable inside...i didnt do anything wrong, i jus ask her in a polite way...why she hav to answer me tht way???




it was realli a bad day for me...everyday back from sch, help my mom out at her shop after bathing, tuition at the late afternoon till evening, even till nite sometimes. realli tired...and i woke up late in the morning cuz i m realli exhausted. i dont hav time to rest.


gotta go tuitiion now~ bye bloggy...cya ):

Love Story
I will seek and find you.

I shall take you to bed and have my way with you.

I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan.

I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop.

I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you.

And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days.
( What would make u like that? ? ? ? )

THINK!
THINK!
THINK!
THINK!
and tag me ur answer xDD

wow...long time didnt post on my bloggy AGAIN! LOL...kinda busy with my studies these few weeks...exam is coming in less than 1 month time...omg omg...and my history and geography SUCKS!!!!! %$#@!!
dammit...-.- so dam boring~ for those friends in msn ' who knows my blog' LOL~ i wot be active in msn...myb will on9 a while after school during the afternoons~ ad whenever i m free i will on9.. jus leave a message or tag at my box..i will read when i m free, xD sorry ya~

Time past very quickly this year~ 2009! lol...on a few more months, it will be 2010~ It jus flew away so fast...nth can even stop it...

haiz...exams are coming~ i m DAM STRESSED UP -.- i wish there were an angel or fairy or wadever it is...r maybe DOREMON instead! as long it will helps me PAST MY EXAMSSS!!! with full of flying colours of course...duhh? but..i knwo its impossible~ we nid to finish the exams paper ourselves rite? everybody knows tht~ doremon doesnt exist~ LOL...or maybe i can bring a doremon plush toy to my exam instead???? can consider about it LOL!! i m insane -,- who on earth will bring a plush toy to exam = ="! oh i know...Mr.Bean brings all his fluffy friends to his exam, haha~ even the pink panther LOLzxc~

i m daydreaming myself of those illusion and those things tht were not exist -.- making a castle in the air for myself LOLLLLL! gosh... have I gone crazy ? -.-

I hope 1day have 30 hours instead of 24 ! and the exams paper will be easier! not the hard one T^T i really gone nuts~ l o l ! haha~ but time is really not enough for me~ T_T maybe i play computer too much? waste my time on computers and useless things? maybe i waste them! T_T time....time....please come back!!!!! i nid more time to memorize those history thing ): and those geography, places...etcetcetc! D:<

haiz.....WISH ME LUCK! imma will do my best in my exam~ although its quite hard, i know~
but..stil hav to complete it ma~ -.-''
hope the exam papers were friendly to me~ XD
if they smile to me during the exams....i will do the exam papers with SMILEEE (: on my face too! but...if they make sad faces to me ): and i will do it sadly either! >o<''

ok...i think i write alot this time..LOL i guess...its ALOT!
so...i m done blogging for today!
cya bloggy~ byebye~
++ *SWEET SMILE ON THE PAPERS! * ++ (: